I. preoperative
Is this your body?
Do you own him?
What does “body” mean to you?
What kind of bodies attract you?
Do you like yourself?
Touch yourself!
How do you feel?
What are you afraid of?
II. postoperative
Is this your body?
Do you own him?
What does “body” mean to you?
What kind of bodies attract you?
Do you like yourself?
Touch yourself!
How do you feel?
What are you looking forward to?
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I. …meanwhile this seems almost absurd to me because … well … for example …The Changes I have to make with my body they enable me to attain another kind of consciousness. My body has become a source of power… for instance the ability to move from A to B, the source of the ability of change, change of location but also the possibility to expand myself…
II. This loss has kept me occupied over the last eight years. And it only discontinued last year to keep me away from the world, that means from my own interest in the world.
II.to just fall into line, to fit in, that`s the fear. and the other one is the uncertainty, the insecurity if I am accepted with all this, or left alone.
I. I look forward to learning new things. And I look forward to buying new shirts that fit thightly that look good where I like to look at myself. I am looking forward to experiencing myself in new situations, situations I haven`t yet been in. Yes, to experience myself and experience differently again.